way wrong eye candy

there are two kinds of wealth
those who are born into it and those who made good
inherited and acquired
the latter will always feel like the neo bourgoeis
who needs to attest to his wealth or flaunt

he cannot help it
that he has a booming voice
he cannot help it
that he keeps talking about money culture
money is nice but you don't talk about it
it's uncouth

i want someone who's humble
who is very sure and confident of himself without having to affirm his wealth

i remember ws, the only time i saw him in a different light
was when he told me
as a boy, he wanted a pair of adiddas sneakers but he could not afford it

he could buy anything he wants now

he said,"one day, i went into the shop and realized i have nothing to buy."

he too couldn't help it

i guess i was disappointed or even upset
like the child who discovered there was a worm in the candy all along
what will we do
i talk about balzac on graveyard shift you talk about money... and money
will we be enough eye candy for each other without conversation