deathbed love

" the new nightly medicine tastes better and makes me drowsy.
last night, as i laid in bed i thought about things i wanna share with you.
and i fell asleep,
contented."


" Promise me you will look after your health. H."

huimin will find traces

" it was freaking funny. wasn't aware i was laying the cod-psychoanalytical trap for myself? and she could quote the title of the entry i posted. geez "

" it sounds like you are having fun. good night j. i wish i could touch your hair now."

always

you don't ask me for eternity
you don't need me to get you the moon and stars

this is the first promise
you extracted from me
in five years
not exactly romantic more like solemn
i think twice about promises
but i made you one
and this is our first promise
i do not know what to say after that

because of the weight it carries


how comforting and scary
and always a tad too sad

let's hug each other and cross the road

it is true
there is a place for you in my heart
it feels so right when you rest your head on my shoulder
it feels so right when we are close