the sign

i don't like or dislike him

but i can't get him out of my mind

it is a strange feeling

i was drinking my strawberry smoothie and he sat on his black couch staring at me

i hadn't realize he was around

i couldn't concentrate on the conversation at my table

there was something to be deciphered in his eyes

torn between the conversation and his eyes

at that moment, i believed he has carried some secret message to me from somewhere

yet i wanted to look away cause i would be looking at his soul, it was too clear, something very stark and human

i can't explain, i tried to recall those who have bore secret messages before

they were never resolved



i have to figure it out